Dreaming

I see the end so far away.
I live my life from day to day.
Don't focus on the pain that I feel inside
Because that which I want has gone to hide.

It's three hours away and I don't get to see
it every day like it use to be.
But it'll be ok cause when Fall comes,
I'll head back to Nac with the football game drums.

Then I'll start school over with Genetics and Lit.
And I'll study real hard and I'll work towards it.
That "it" is my future, my goal soon to come.
It's in Pasadena: a doctor I'll become.

And what of my practice I have yet to decide.
Where will I live? And how will I provide
For a future family, most importantly a wife?
Those things get expensive, and she'll last my whole life.

But in the end I will be content.
A Christian future and family is my only intent.
There's much promise still there, much hope left for me.
I'll get to the end and then eternity.